December 2011
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i would do anything for a reset button right now.
i wouldn’t use it everything, just maybe 6 months ago.
if it was /true/ though.. nothing would have stopped it.
something dumb wouldn’t have broken it.
it’s so easy to type this stuff, say it out loud and even tell myself.
my insides aren’t listening.
i’m trying to make them listen.
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how can one person ruin my day and at the same time make everything better.
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the sting is almost gone.
it’s sad that i am waiting for the day just to feel normal again.
i had to much love to give, you couldn’t handle it or didn’t want it. doesn’t matter now.
my next one will love everything about me, for real this time.
thank you for putting up with me.
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learned now that every thing for the past six years was a big lie.
how can i move on now when i felt so safe with you and it turned out all the feelings i thought we shared for each other was just one sided.
you “moved on” so fast which showed me how much you really did care.
i’m still doing my best and i’ll make our friendship work and go down in history as the best one...
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i’m still sad but for different reasons now.
only time will make that go away.
but i’m doing my best and i hope you see that.
i’m working non-stop.. on the inside.
just give me a little more time.
